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kaito kagamine ⚙ 鏡音介人 ([personal profile] was_no_monster) wrote2011-04-03 11:49 am
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It is time for me to indulge in the ultimate of nerdery. Time to do what I've been intending to do for almost a year.

Time... to post the playlist I use when playing Kaito. 8Db It really is more of an FST than mood music; where applicable I'll do rp quotes/mention the events the songs are related to/FIC SNIPPETS? I kind of like fic snippets. I'll also likely update this continuously until it's a hundred songs long or something because I am always discovering new music that makes me go "...HI KAITO." For the moment it'll likely be youtube links only (if there are links at all, some of these songs are hard to find >8(); when I have proper access to a computer again I'll do uploads for YOUR PIRATING PLEASURE.

Endless II, by Floater (also Endless I, but that one is less quotable)
take a breath, take a seat, take your medicine
close your eyes and cauterize the wound you're opening

and all of us go down slow, and then we rise again
just like a tide out at sea, we lower and rise again

and the days go by, and the nights all feel the same
and the beast in your eyes slowly becomes tame and dim
someday you will change

Take Me As I Am
I never knew my father, I never knew his pain
or that an empty home life would break him down again
so when I feel like running, I have to look inside
I want to find the answer, I want to break my lie
(fear falls down like rain) and it makes me whole again

take me as I am, I'm not broken
pieces of my life are no token
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
how to love again and stop hurting

His father is one of the best things to have ever happened to him.

All These Things That I've Done
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
you know you know, no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of man
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

So Sad About Me by Cowboy Mouth

There's a window by the bedroom door that never will be opened
If you spend the whole day looking out and never look within
And your lover and your mother and your father have been hopin'
That you find the truths you're looking for by searching deep within


But I really must admit that I am glad that I am living
There were times when I would pray to God
And ask that I was not
And I've learned that taking isn't really half as much as giving
But the secret to your wisdom is the oneness in your soul

So sad about me?
I'm sad about you

The Hardest of Hearts by Florence and the Machine
there is love in your body but you can't get it out
it gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
sticks to your tongue and it shows on your face
that the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste

Love and hate are the two emotions that have always given him the most trouble— whether his own, or somebody else's.

Welcome Home by Radical Face
sleep don't visit, so I choke on the sun, and the days blur into one
and the backs of my eyes hum with things I've never done
all my nightmares escape my head
bar the door, please, don't let them in
you were never supposed to leave
now my head's splitting at the seams

god, this entire song He has a home.

The Beast by the Floaters
with every twitch of the brain
comes a thick, black chain

now see the body's a beast, and I am a rider
whither the beast goes... so shall I.

Monster by Meg and Dia

his little whispers,
"Love me, love me
That's all I ask for
Love me, love me."
He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something

How should I feel?
Creatures lie here looking through the window

That night he caged her
Bruised and broke her
He struggled closer
Then he stole her
Violet wrists and then her ankles, silent pain
Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams

Close to Home by Vienna Teng

This is the taste you were forever chasing
There is no way to contain it when it comes to set you off
Accept the shame on some shaky basis
Admit that you were mistaken about it after all
But oh the ache, the fantasy forsaken
The alien and adjacent you would give anything to take off
This is the claim that you’ll keep on making
This is the point of the breaking
Here it comes, here it comes to set you off

We won’t be sold
any song from your book of lies,
language we don’t recognize as part of our own
Leave us alone
Leave us alone